Tonight I went to a middle school girls basketball game. I drove to the game simply to watch the daughter of one of my FCA supporters play as her mom coached her. I got much more. I got nostalgic. It had been a while since I had been in a middle school gym. The size, the smell, the old wooden bleachers with proud moms and dads pretending to enjoy the game, referees learning as they go how to actually referee, the old clock and scorers table….it all just brought so much back. So many years ago I played a game I lived for in those tiny gyms, although they seemed huge at the time. I loved the smell of a gym and the squeeking of basketball sneakers on those hardwood floors. Little did I know then how far the game I loved so dearly would take me. I went on to excel in high school as a player and then college. I then did the only thing I knew that would keep me involved in the game and that was coach. I started at the high school level for 5 years…took some time off from teaching and coaching….refereed high school and college for 10 years…and then became a college Division I assistant coach for 8 years,and a Division II head coach for 7 years. From there I traveled as an assistant coach on 4 AIA National tours as well as an assistant on one international tour and a head coach on another. Along the way I did color commentating on the radio for a local college women’s team. Wow..all of that came flooding back to me as I watched this 7th grade girls team play. Played, refereed, coached and broadcasted this wonderful game of basketball. And tonight I was watching this game as a person in sport ministry supporting a family who supports me. God is using this platform for His glory as He shows me how to impact athletes and coaches lives through the ministry of FCA. Even tonight my mind fluctuated from moments of coaching thoughts such as “oh, no..don’t throw a bounce pass at the top of the key” or “that was great defense” or “good pass!” to ministry moments such as “that was a coaching opportunity for a positive reinforcement for that young lady by the coach” or “this is such an opportunity to get into conversations with people as they see an FCA presence at their games.” It was interesting for me to catch my mind going from coaching mode to ministry mode while watching these young girls play. My emotions were up and down as it brought remembrances of so many playing and coaching scenarios as well as acknowledging just how much I miss it all. But then my heart was tugged by my love for what God has called me to do now with all those years of experience and wisdom. With all my emotions from the evening I couldn’t help but be thankful for the joy I felt when I left the gym, got to my car, and realized that in a little over 1 year, God willing, I will be doing this ministry full time! A ministry that I can use my love for my God and the love for the game to make an eternal impact in the life of an athlete, a coach, a referee, a fan, or a parent. As I set in my car tonight, I thought about how my heart, my time, my energy has been divided in so many directions…mostly to my current full-time job. In a little over a year all that can be poured into the passion God has given me. Meanwhile, God continues to help me do what I can when I can do it. Tonight was one of those moments. Thankful.